怀乡——一个跳舞女子的尤滋里斯（A woman dancing nostalgia - especially Rees.）.doc

怀乡——一个跳舞女子的尤滋里斯（A woman dancing nostalgia - especially Rees.） A woman dancing nostalgia - especially Rees. Author: Huang Biyun (scanning, proofreading: Y.Yan) It starts with the desire to take a long train ride. Coming to Amsterdam. How can I explain Amsterdam?. How can I explain myself -- called Chen Yu, twenty-six years of age, occupation is a dancer, at this time the seasons change, came to the lake and the tulip, face the whole world at a loss, strange, wont listen to reason? Everything is so arbitrary, but there is irresistible nature. I decided to leave my mother It was dusk when we arrived in Amsterdam. Without checking the passport and through the customs, it was hardly like another land. Only the green light on the exit is Dutch, which proves that it is Amsterdam. We often know the world in terms of words and images, but I often look for the meaning behind it. The nature of the world. The meaning is flowing, ambiguous, often difficult to explain, perhaps for this reason, I dance. Only dance of abstraction, closest to this essence. So its plain, too. My hand luggage and a pair of shoes, a dress, but I have decided not to dance. As I decided to leave my mother. It was a slight pain in my fingertips. Because I do not shed tears. I dance, I sweat Amsterdams central station, built in nineteenth Century, is the New Gothic spire, the station is long, symmetrical, red brick walls, decorated with paint gold letters pattern, color and form are very pleasing to the eye, but the station gets dirty very tight. Behind the station is the harbor, facing the canal, next to the tram stop, with seagulls and dove hovering. The weather is fine and the scenery is blue. I think my mother is dying. I casually boarded a tram, the tram was very long, not always, in Amsterdam, a rapid stop. I just dont know where Im going. Leaving her has become a blind, unique desire. When I left, it was a shadow in the afternoon. She had just given the morphine needle, and there was a moment of vag